*Monday, October 29, 2007*
The Interview with God
Today's maths was...Well at least i did all i can...
Maybe i won't get an F9 but a D7?
Anyway tml is chinese so no time to waste.
Then again if i fail this one i can just combine my last cert...
XD
*slap*
Work hard...
Anyway here's a little slideshow i find very beautiful.
TC everyone!
* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 11:25 PM .
3 in a row...
If there's anything i hate it's studying and taking tests...Today wake up at 6am
@.@
Then from 8-4pm at the bloody school taking English and Emaths paper 1...
Seriously i was dozing off by the time i take maths...
Seriously i was dozing off by the time i take maths...
English was... ok...
If i didn't screw it up...
Math was...
Lets talk about it after tomorrow paper 2...
Man i totally forgot how sickening it is to have 3 test in one shot...
So for Mon-Wed i'll be in hell...
I'll be awake at 6am for 3 days...
ARGH!!!!
Anyway it's nothing for me but sianz here...
Especially the fact that...
1. I'll miss "The Seeker" and "Stardust" by the time all ends...
2. There's a pasamalam at the MRT and i can't go enjoy...
WAPIANG!!!!
>.<
Haiz...
Hope i can at least pass one bloody subject like English/ Biology...
Cause i think this is the last time i'll waste time on o levels...
Studying is just not my cup of tea...
So does the mum-made pressure that comes with it...
* With Love ; Kitty *
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*Saturday, October 27, 2007*
JA 2007
Congratulations to me!I got consolation prize $50 cash again!
=P
wahahaha...
As usual none of my friends can come but i guess it's better.
At least this time they didn't see me lose!
wahahaha...
This time lazy to do much about appearance so...But it doesn't stop me from camera hogging!
=)
Artistic enough?
See what see?haha...
Ok that's it...Haven eat anything since breakfast...
*faint*
Need to continue on my o levels no matter the results...
So gomenasai ne minna!
No visits, movies, etc until i'm free...
TC!
* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 5:11 AM .
*Tuesday, October 23, 2007*
Missing something...
Finally after 1 WHOLE YEAR my friend give me back my Harry Potter 6...I was at the point of thinking he lost or sold my 1st Edition...
-.-!!!
Suddenly seeing all the 7 books neatly on my shelf kinda make me feel...
Weird...
Like something is missing...
I guess it's the time i used to spend so much on it...
Searching for clues...
Waiting for the next book...
Wonder if i'll find something as good as Harry...
In short...
I miss him...
* With Love ; Kitty *
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*Sunday, October 21, 2007*
Jailhouse Rock?
Been trying to study and hope to pass...So bascially it's like in jail...
But freaking bored...
So finally have to do something else like:
Change my blogskin!
(Too much vampire shows resulted the theme)
But the stupid spacing between the blogs i can't get rid of it!
=(
Rebecca!
Help me find out why!
I really can't fix it...
=)
Then i wanted to rearrange my playlist but the bloody internet...
So there's a new song at the last place for your information...
And the non stop chocolate eatting!
=P
But can't ler course competition this Sat!
So those who wanna go it's free admission ok?
As for my test...
Well it seems the bible test is slightly different...
Resulting to the blankos...
-.-
*Pray other subjects will pass...*
* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 10:13 PM .
*Wednesday, October 17, 2007*
Starting of O level exams...
Mummy got back from Japan!Apparently bought alot of stuff...
XD
But i just show stickers course they're so cute!
=PAnyway i'm going also what so i can upload my trip.
So bascially she bought...
Grapes...
Fresh pick with a bit alcohol smell and taste in it...
o.0
Lots of chocolates!
White... Black... Mix...
*control, still got competition...*
Alot man!
Lazy to post all...
XD
Left over money!*shop more*
XD
Anyway my o lvl is starting so no time for anything or anyone...
Gomenasai ne minna!
My bio practical went well...
It was only then i realise how i miss practical at lab...
Tml Bible test 1 so good luck to me huh?
Gotta go!
Miss you all!
p/s: Sin kai found the guy who looks like me!
He will get me his photo soon cause the guy seems gay...
XD
Work same place some more lor!
XD
Beware man!
* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 5:35 PM .
*Sunday, October 14, 2007*
Free PSP Games and guide
Tomorrow is the last day of my Partying...Haiz...
Good times end fast...
Anyway here's some sites to get free psp games and cheats!
Enjoy!
p/s: don't worry, just register it's all free!
* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 11:37 PM .
*Saturday, October 13, 2007*
IMM
Went to IMM today with Joseph and his wife!=)
Been a while since i went there though it's so close...
Walk until bai ka...
XD
So basically we...
Went Ajisan eat Ramen...
Look at funitures...
Look at cute soft toys...
Look at comics...
Buy more glow stars...
Found my fave restuarant Baystreet21!
Been going there since i'm a kid so very memoral...
Shop $2 shop...
Shop at TS where i bleeded about $90+ to buy...
MY DATE WITH A VAMPIRE 1, 2, 3 DVD!!!
XD
Xing fu...
Then got ourselves 6 different flavours of...
E-Donuts!
Yummy!
Then Sweet talk bubble tea...
Then we walk to my house to enjoy the dinner/ dessert...
;P
Surf the net for PSP infor...
Then they went home...
=)
Been such a fun day...
So fun i forgot to take more photos...
XD
Nite!
* With Love ; Kitty *
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*Wednesday, October 10, 2007*
5 days of peace!
The start of total mum free days!
Yeah!She didn't start out pretty good though...
I can already imagine her face when she gets back...
But who tell her never make sure the person incharge to wake her up...Have BOTH the house and hp no.?
Hehe...
I already told her if you got ppl calling the hp better don't listen to me and off it...
But...
She not only forgot...
She also never do extra precaution such as SET THE ALARM...
Oh well...
Maybe by the time she return she'll forget about it.
=)
So all i can say now is...
PARTY!!!
XD
* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 5:33 PM .
*Monday, October 08, 2007*
Reaching my Limits...
Let me say this 1st...I AM NOT A SAINT!
I can no longer control my emotions...
I can no longer bottle my emotions...
I'm letting hell loose!
Be hell with "Don't say things about me! Don't disgrace me!"
Guess what?
I DON'T CARE IF YOU FIND OUT I WROTE THIS HERE!
I DON'T CARE IF THE ENTIRE INTERNET SURFERS SEES THIS!
*F U Sign*
Yesterday she's in one of her mental state again...
Just her mouth...
But disturbing enough...
To make me either dig my eardrums out or murder her...
My last nerve can't take her insanity anymore!
Sometimes i really wonder is it because of her mouth...
Anyway...
Did you know what she said yesterday?
Ok the part about me not studying hard on my o levels for the third time is right...
But WTF!
She now started saying...
"You are a disgrace to me!"
*so do you*
"I must be unlucky for 100 life times to give birth to you!"
*me too*
"Other people grow up to be more and more pleasant but you!"
*how to?*
"When you're young so cute and loving..."
*that's because i'm scared of you and obey your every command*
"Now growing to be more and more CHEAP!"
*not you too...*
"The whole body lean on another guy!"
*i was tired*
"He's married lor!"
*so? did anything happen?*
"Like you're his wife!"
*you're the one who thinks that way*
"I'm going to call and scold him!"
*and chase another friend of mine away...*
"From now on i'm gonna scold every friend of yours i see!"
*be hell with you!*
Etc...
Blah...
PACK OF BULLSHITS!!!
Btw the guy is Joseph.
WE ARE INNOCENT!
AND HE IS JUST A MERE VICTIM!
AND HE IS JUST A MERE VICTIM!
OF MY MUM'S MENTAL OUTBREAKS!
I'm so sorry Joseph...
I know i shouldn't write this out but...
I need to destress...
I want the world to know that i'm suffering...
I was tired that day after the Pulau Ubin trip...
And i needed a pillow and you are just perfect!
And i only use you because i trust that you won't do anything bad to me...
That you're like a brother to me...
I have no intention what so ever to make your wife jealous...
Or spread rumours...
HELLO!
Who wants that?
I'm not a star!
AND DEFINATELY NOT CHEAP!
I'm so sick and tired of her...
I feel like i'm in a hospital 24/7...
I think after the o levels i'll go Japan if i could...
Perhaps "vanish" there...
I had enough...
I know i told myself not to... but...
*breaking down in tears again...*
* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 8:07 PM .
*Saturday, October 06, 2007*
Crying without Tears...
The world in my eyes always seems cold...Things never seems to stop happening...
It all felt so unfair...
Why am i always surrounded with all these problems?
I have never ask for it...
Why are Man so corrupted in their mind, body and soul?
Even her...
I'm your daughter for God sake!
You can't trust me with my studies...
Surely you can with my judgement about guys?
"He's married"
"Keep away"
"Blah..."
Hello!
I'm not an idiot!
I know what i like in a guy!
And i'm not into another women's guy...
OR
Old man...
Why does all these idiotic rumours and thinkings keep revouring around me?
And that person who thinks like that is her!
There was never a spark but you are trying to start a fire here!
Why are you so dirty minded?
Why can't you leave me alone?
Why can't everybody just leave me alone?
It's not a crime to be single!
I HATE ALL OF YOU!
I HATE TO LIVE!
Where is my Prince that can take my sorrows away?
Where is my hopes and dreams for a miracle?
"You are special and dear to everyone around you"
"Because of you our lives become more interesting"
How can i be interesting?
I have less than 10 friends...
"Interesting doesn't mean having lots of friends"
"So long it felt good having you around can ler"
Stop it already!
I'm sick and tired...
Sick and tired of being a sidekick...
Always there to follow...
Obey...
And support...
But where's mine?
When will i shine?
How long do i have to live a life like this?
...
O God...
I didn't ask for all these challenges...
And even if i do...
Why can't you provide me with the solutions?
Like how you provided me questions...
How can i grow if i don't have a little guide?
To help me along the way...
How i have always dream i can be like one of my fave characters...
Living their lives instead of mine...
How i have hoped to meet a Vampire...
No longer have to worry about "food" and just go...
Being free for real...
Eternal loneliness seems hash...
But unable to live for real is even worst...
* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 10:49 PM .
JA audition 2007
Yup it's another round of competition and i got in AGAIN!=)
Which will comfirm i get my $50 cash even if i lose!
*victory sign*
Ok here's some people i must intro...
Our ex JCS No. 1 winner who got in!
Our super good at stage performance xiao mei...Hope she can sing louder with all her cool dance moves...
Really my idol man her moves...
And of course if there's good there will be *cough*
This one is always Hip but never heard...
This is TV lady!Why?
Course no lyrics to see on tv still looking at that direction all the way...
And she entered...
Why?
Japanese...
This is trouble maker!Why?
By bringing a DVD which can't play instantly...
End up judges have to look for him...And he entered...
Why?
Japanese...
This is Double Trouble!They don't sing well too!
But they actually entered!
Together!
o.0
Why?
Japanese!
This is Mr-close-my-eyes-all-the-way + hunchback!
Uzumaki Naruto!!!And he entered!
Course he's nuts...
Not Japanese...
This is one of the eg of emo gang who look havok but sing...
This is a good singer who got wasted...You can't put everyone in...
This is just a very good group of muscians i meet later that night...=)
* With Love ; Kitty *
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*Friday, October 05, 2007*
A little comfort
Ever felt how important it is...That a little comfort from a mere other end of a phone can do to you?
I know exactly how it felt...
And the little comfort...
Though small...
Warmed my heart just the same...
But still...
Like i said before...
"Easier said than done"
+
Faith is directing me a path...
Which i had no courage to walk on...
Dreams are scattered...
As reality walks in...
What i need is a miracle...
That somehow seems so faraway...
If destiny could be changed...
Or created...
Then answer me this...
How am i to fullfill that if i don't know what i want in my destiny?
* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 1:29 AM .
*Monday, October 01, 2007*
ICA Gallery
Was at the ICA taking my new passport.Nothing much changed in the passport actually...
Just that the picture is printed not paste on...
Got a chip that have the records of both your thumb prints...
Bad part?
Only for 5 years...
And it cost $70!
Then i went to see the gallery there and of course took lots of pictures!
Drug smuggling
More ways to smuggle drugs...
1980's Heroin injection needles...Ouch!
Drug samples...
GOLD SMUGGLING!!!*.*
Gold suit...
999.9 gold...
Some old stuff like:Opium pipes...
Ganja pipes...
Cuffs and lamps...
Animal smuggling...
Poor animals...
Illegal/ Dangerous toys...
Firecrackers...
Highly alike guns, botons...
Metal punch rings...
Crossbows and sprays...
Surikans, daggers and FURRY HANDCUFFS FOR LOVERS!!!!*laughing my head off*
Fake identifications...
And the usual pirated stuff...
Cigarettes...
Alcohol...
Mashadi...Man i really pity the people dealing with all these stuff everyday...
* With Love ; Kitty *
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