Haiz...
Can't seem to escape stress...
With mum around...
>.<
She said tons of rubbish yesterday...
And she also given me lots of stress yesterday...

Japan stuff
Why you buy so little stuff?
Why you take so little pics?
Do you know i one hotel can take 1000 pics?
Why you never clean your room?
Why you so late then pick up my calls?
Have you send the lucky draw entry?
Blah...'
Blah...
And blahing...

But i guess the worst part is...

About Ced and job stuff
Why are you midnight calling again?
It's that bf of yours right?
Give me his no. i want to scold him...
You've been sneaking out of the house to meet him right?
How you two contact each other?
Don't stick to him i tell you...
You not at the age to fall in love yet...
Don't let him hug, kiss or GO IN BED WITH YOU!
Don't you dare lie to me or i'll kill you then him...
Since you fail your o lvl for sure...
Go:
1. Join hospital nurse
2. Join police...
Only this two options only!
Is he the one who say police sux?
Give me his no. i'll scold him...
I hate ppl who says police is bad...

My Money stuff
WHERE ARE YOUR MONEY?
Give me their no. and add i'll chase them!
I WILL BECOME THEIR LOANSHARK!
I'll talk to their parents!
They can afford to borrow anot they should noe...
If they got money to return you they will come down and return you personally!
Don't say me that i don't trust your friends...
This world is full of evil ppl...

-.-
WHAT A LOAD OF BULLSHIT!
>.<
Mentally stress...

My Mental Reply to Her Rubbish

You think it's easy for a bus sick gal to travel at least 3hrs/ place?
Total travel on bus is like 5-6 hrs?
Everday different hotel?
Everyday have to rush?
I HATE TOURS!
Even shopping also no time...

Woman!
You never date before huh?
Or is Dad your blind date?
I like him anot...
IT MY BLOODY BUSINESS!
SHUT YOUR FUCK UP!

So what if i'm gonna fail o lvl again?
Even if i become nurse i rather be like *R!
Simple and easy...
You think hospital job very nice ah?
YOU GO LOR!
Police, police...
JUST BECAUSE YOU ARE ONE BEFORE DOESN'T MEAN I HAVE TO FOLLOW YOU!
12hrs/ shift lor!
YOU HERO YOU GO!
Need to sign 2 years bond ler!
I sure make it ah?
Siao!
If i fail must pay for the damn course lor!
Bloody hell...

And shut your fuck up about my money!
I know i might not get it back...
But I'M NOT GONNA SEND YOU OVER TO "HELP"!

Ok so now for my friends out there...

Ced:
I think this is one of the reasons i'm actually afraid of having bf...
Why i'm so not use to getting such sweet pamperings...
She keeps saying "I'm like your god, you want what i give you..."
But...
Just not the thing i want...

Then for my Money loaners:
You heard her...
Sorta...
She's evil...
You all know very well...
Please return at least a little...
I'll go IMH sooner than i think...
Really...
I'm breaking down with all the nonsence...

P/S: I NEED A JOB! PLEASE INTRO! NO HOSPITAL PLEASE I BEG YOU ALL!
You all know how i sux at team work...
And i'm always slow and needs reminding...
Will get scold and fired very fast...