*Friday, May 16, 2008*
The End...I have given up on her totally...
She's beyond cure...
I officially announce that once i have a stable permanent job...
And enough money...
I'll leave forever...
But with my one and only love forever...
Cedric my future husband...
=)
We'll build our home together...
And leave all memories of the past behind...
And start anew together as one...
As for details of what happened when i return and what's going on now...
I rather not waste my time tying it out...
In summary...
Childish...
Crazy...
Life threathening...
Mental stress to the max...
But worst of all...
Is how disappointing i am with my mum and unfortunately my dad...
Anyway...
Let me intro you guys to Viwawa!
Damn nice coz can play...
She's beyond cure...
I officially announce that once i have a stable permanent job...
And enough money...
I'll leave forever...
But with my one and only love forever...
Cedric my future husband...
=)
We'll build our home together...
And leave all memories of the past behind...
And start anew together as one...
As for details of what happened when i return and what's going on now...
I rather not waste my time tying it out...
In summary...
Childish...
Crazy...
Life threathening...
Mental stress to the max...
But worst of all...
Is how disappointing i am with my mum and unfortunately my dad...
Anyway...
Let me intro you guys to Viwawa!
Damn nice coz can play...
Majong...
Sushido...
It's like Bejewelled...
But i find it more fun...
And match it...
Flip cards but all food...
Online!
Yes!
No downloads at all!
Just sign up and play!
Have fun everyone!
* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 2:17 AM .
*Sunday, May 11, 2008*
Life outside the Zone...
Hello!Life outside home sure is weird...
For one thing...
Not able to do what i usually do is dame weird...
Not to mention i have to walk different directions to the toilet. etc...
I'll be going back home today...
So wish me luck?
Hopefully this is a lesson to learn...
For both of us...
And whoever come across this...
Moto of story:
Life can't always go your way...
We must always learn to let go...
And how to coop with each other...
One can never always be on the losing end...
It's either both wins...
Or both loses...
Anyway...
If it turns out bad when i got home today...
You guys know what i'll do...
Tml's my BIRTHDAY!!!
=)
Who appreciates presents even more this year!
I don't mind CASH at all if you can't think of what to get...
hehehe...
XD
Hmm...
Maybe i'll celebrate tml with steamboat at Bugis...
IF i'm not home that is...
;P
Take care everyone!
* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 6:24 PM .
*Thursday, May 08, 2008*
Unleashed the Wild
WARNING:THIS IS NOT A JOKE!
I HAVE LEFT MY HOME!
YES!
ALL OUT!
For so long i have tolerated my mum's:
Maddness...
Attitude...
Everything...
NO MORE!!!
I have officially left the home i lived in for so long...
I will go nutz if i have to continue to live with her...
My endurance of her:
Having depression and threathening me mentally and physically...
Her immaturity and nucience...
Her Fing insults...
IS GONE!!!
I can't do anything at all with her mentally stressing me out...
1st she told me she got depression and told me mad stuff...
Caused me to unable to fall asleep and cry at night...
Which in turn made me unable to work next day and i kana complain...
2nd she threathen to chop me in the presence of my Dad...
Just to stop me from asking something i AS HER DAUGHTER should know...
3rd Not to mention all the countless threathens before all these...
Which has day by day induce pain and mental stress to me...
To ppl it may be funny or juz kidding about the stuff she does...
Even Dad..
My Aunt...
But to me it's mental maddness...
Then there's all the insults...
Which is so not what a mother would do and say...
When i talk to Peter and Yim at JCS...
Both whom i treat as a friend and uncle...
She say i talk to molesters...
And i'm like too naive to notice that...
When i'm close with Joseph...
Whom both Joseph and Aya i treated as brother and sister...
She say i seduce ppl's wife...
Now all i did is tell her my friend from my old school invited me to a chalet...
She said no...
You know what's the damn reason?
After i insisted on an answer?
She say:
LET YOU GO SLEEP WITH CED HUH?
WTF!!!
Who says he's going?
Infact i didn't even get to tell her the details and she said no leh...
What kind of mum is this?
I've went to chalets before...
But you will never hear her say no when i use to be SINGLE!
And she says i never communicate with her...
F lar!!!
I do the talking...
But you never listen!
You are always right...
You never think that you are ever wrong...
Or need to change...
You follow your ancient path of life...
You enforce it on me...
Not that it is wrong but it is not all right...
Time has changed...
But you never learn to keep up and accept the change...
I'm tired...
I can't go on another night crying...
I can't go on another night in pain...
I need my life!!!
I can't go on another day in fear...
I can't go on another day in anger...
I'll go nutz!!!
I rather jump off...
I'll jump off if i don't do something...
I know you are in need of a family member with you...
Supporting you...
Care for you...
But i can't do this anymore...
Not alone...
With no break or end...
I can't go on being depress everytime you say until i'm like a worthless trash...
I can't keep on fearing for my life...
Or be angry about you thou i know what's making all these..
All i can say is...
I'm sorry...
I can no longer go on the way things are...
* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 1:10 AM .