*Saturday, January 31, 2009*

Days without him Day 1...

Passed caca her "weapons"

lol...

Now she can conquer her face with it when she is better...

lol...

But at least she wear the necklace...

But!

Like i said to you caca...

Mine looks better...

Cause it has 6 transformations!

1. purple butterfly

2. yellow butterfly

3. open purple

4. open yellow

5. flip purple

6. flip yellow

Cool rite?

hehehe...

Luck, wealth & health...

All in one!

Infact i got a few hair clip butterfly also lol...

But then...

Perhaps i should have gotten pink crystal...

Love...

Talked alot to caca...

Cry alot too of coz...

But what can i do?

No matter wat was said...

Though i have doubts too...

But a part of me still wish...

Whatever lar...

Next week go temple pray pray then see how lar...

Now is the exact time i need guidiance from god...

Went to watch Inkheart...

(it feels weird buying one ticket...)

(And not having someone fight over my cheesefries...)

It's damn nice loh!!!

Made me wanna read and perhaps...

Perhaps i might be a sliver tongue?

And i can write my own story...

Then again maybe in my dreams...

lol...

But then i had to sit with 2 very inconsiderate Indian boys...

They nearly knock my mountain dew out of the holder...

And they didn't even realise!

Worst thing is the fucking bag that guy bring...

As i overheard only contain 1 PSP...

-_-

After that i went buying beding & food...

For Bungee...

This time got fish in it...

hehehe...

And i did a thing i wanted to do long ago...

Put her in a ball!

lol...

She was so cute...

But i didn't let her run around like even 5 mins i tink...

Scared she like drop into the kitchen toilet...

lol...

Took a video but it won't upload...

So maybe tml i do it again ba...

lol...

Go sleep leh...

Nite nite world...

* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 6:49 AM .

*Friday, January 30, 2009*

Days without him Day 1...

Last night was terrible for me...

Lost all sense of directions...

Went to do something as stupid as call wendy...

To ask her for well... clarence's hp no. ...

Sorry wendy...

It was at that moment i realise...

That i didn't really know him very well...

All the no. i had was yours...

Which is no longer in use some more...

Our chat ended with him telling me he gg pub with clarence...

Can't control the urge to at least sms clarence...

To ask him to stop him from killing his liver & lungs with alcohol...

The rest of the night and day now...

Thanks to caca...

I at least got something to take my mind off...

Play Pet Society at Facebook...

Can even visit her and reserve house for my friends...

Better than nothing to do at least...

Ya i know...

I should be preparing myself for my job...

Read up which i haven...

But i really can't put my mind to that at all...

Later today i'll go find caca...

To pass her things at her place...

Chit chat...

After that...

Seriously i don't know...

Mum not home tonite cause last Chingay today...

Maybe i go watch movie myself...

Would have ask caca...

But she probably watch with kel leh...

So maybe tonight i go watch Inkheart...

At Westmall...

Since my place some still renovating...

Idiot...

If it isn't i could go read books before the show...

Tml go watch something else...

Perhaps a maraton of movies like...

This?

Or this?

Just keep myself buzy...

And out the house...

I dowan to talk to her...

At all...

* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 4:32 PM .

The day 2 hearts broke together...

Cedric & i broke up...
Before we were lovers...
Now we are strangers...
What am i suppose to do now?
I love him...
That's true...
He loves me...
That has never change...
But...
What am i suppose to do now?
I am so lost now...
Who can help me?
No...
I shouldn't ask...
That's the point...
For from now on...
I will learn to be better...
I will become who i wanted to be...
I will leave my cage and be free...
That is my goal...
And my quest alone...
But what will he do now?
He is lost too...
Who can help him?
No...
I shouldn't worry...
For no matter how hard it is...
How stress he is...
That time will pass...
Not by him...
But through it...
He will do great things...
And be great...
And perhaps when that day comes for the both of us...
Which has no due date...
We might be together again...
But for now...
Our hearts have broken...
Together...
Shattered all over the floor...
Covered with our tears...

He did this cause he loves me...

To stop bring me down...

Hurting me...

And let me grow...

So everybody please...

I begging you all...

I wish to respect his decisions...

So i won't contact him...

Not unless he did...

Whenever he's ready...

Or well enough to...

So can you guys and gals help me?

Help me take care of him...

Support him...

Talk to him...

And take a few pics of him now and then?

Cause i won't see him either...

It's the only way i can think of...

That i can grow alone...

And allow him to clear his thoughts...

And do his things without worry...

Please?

Thanks alot everyone...

And now i,

NG KAH WAI,

officially announce that

Mr CEDRIC WEE and I are lovers...

No more...

* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 1:29 AM .

*Wednesday, January 21, 2009*

Flying off tonight...

Hello!

I'm the Fa Cai Cow wishing all of you a Happy CNY!

lol...

Yesterday Dear was very funny...

I was like doing my last shopping...

Then i sms him say i buying honey...

Then he was like honey?!?!

Then i told him the drinkable one and he go orh~

lol...

So cute...

Then when we went for dinner we saw a $599 mp3 player...

It's so cute...

And it flap it's wing along with the song loh...

So it will like flap very fast also...

Damn funny...

Change lights and move around also...

Detect surrounding also...

Not sure if any of you read this...

My mum pass this to me...

She say when she was young...

She live right next to the shop on the right of this pic...

This street is actually a FUNERAL STREET (si ren jie)!!!

o.O

Shock right?

The news say until the street damn horrible loh...

No wonder mum not scare of ghost...

And enjoy really gross shows...

Just now i had lunch with Rebecca...

To finally get my internet browser...

Hopefully i can figure how to use it soon...

And also she was like...

Very kan chong about her shopping lists...

Tadah!

Her shopping lists!

lol...

Aiya the pic upside down...

But enough to tell got 3 paper...

lol...

Then thanks to her i got some infor for skin problems...

13 different skin problems loh!!!

Read until siao...

@.@

Hopefully i can read finish when i come back...

Gonna go figure out the ds thing...

byebye!!!

Shall miss everyone...

Especially Dear!

*kiss*

p/s: dear plz feed Bungee... i dowan prepare her coffin... lol...

* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 12:22 AM .

*Sunday, January 18, 2009*

Damn tired...

Very tired today...
Probably because yesterday i play Turbo Pizza until 1am...
lol...
Very fun PC game...
At least it's easier than Diner Dash using PSP...

After i finally start my motor in the afternoon...
I have to handle like 4 kids from next door...
Cause mum so many days don't ask them to come over...
Tell them to come today to play game on the LCD tv...
When i tell her i wanna go out one...
Kao...
Handling them all in one shot was like hell...
Then still need to clean the house before leaving...
And that's not the worst loh...
A whole bunch of ants try to build a nest at my luggage bags loh!!!
And i only put it there for 2 days!!!
*Headache*

Finally got out...
And dear & i watched Haunting of Molly Hartley...
THIS MOVIE SUCKS!!!
It totally tells the motto like: Being Satan's devil isn't so bad you know.
-_-!!!

And gals!
I am leaving for Korea on Wednesday...
So last warning!
If you wan me buy stuff for you please say so soon!
Anyway i am so tired...
Good nite everyone...

* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 6:46 AM .

*Tuesday, January 13, 2009*

Troublesomes...

Finally got my job...

Which also means i sign my death sentence to NUH...

Don't seem to have any catches...

Except the fact i know this hospital sucks like crap!

Fuck i hate this hospital before i even start...

Kns...

Did you know just for the bloody check up...

Which only consists of urine test and 2 test tubes of blood...

I waited from 11+am...

(after i got my uniform some more)

until 1.30pm near 2pm...

Just to see the bloody shit doctor for less than 15mins?!?!?

CB... KNN...

Fuck that LJ nurse...

Go eat lunch then come back late some more...

Attitude fucking shit also...

The packing for Korea also one hell of a headache...
Just finding and thinking for 2 people...
Instead of myself only is like hell!

Then my O level results are out...
Art: C6
Math: E8
Bio: F9
Not say i not happy for my art...
I mean...
Hell knows i didn't got it easy...
Besides the work load and the fact that i can't finish my test some more...
But why the fuck did i fail my other 2 AGAIN?!?!
I mean... walao...
It's funny enough that my maths can always maintain D7 or E8 wifout effort...
But bio died AGAIN?!?!
Hello!
I'm a nurse and it's like...
If i can understand the tough bio...
What the hell happen to this one?!?!
-.-#
Argh!!!
Borrow Shikamaru's (naruto character) fave word: Troublesomes...

* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 6:12 AM .

*Wednesday, January 07, 2009*

Korera Shedule

Ok here's my Korea trip plan...

So if anything you all want happens to be there...

Please tell me!

I help you buy not buy for you hor!

Day 1

Reach Seoul then straight flight to Jeju Island...

Day 2

Jeju Island...

(yes the jail for Da Chang Jin)
Which is known as Honeymoon Island...
For it's romantic tropical settings...
1st we go to Seongsan Sunrise Peak...
(volcanic crater hill)
Then Seongup Folk Village...
(traditional houses in olden times)
Head to Mysterious Road...
(going uphill with the engine turn off!)

Visit Teddy Bear Museum from Princess Hour!

Who wants to buy teddy bear?
(smallest t-bear displayed is 4.5mm!)
Then Jeju MOST POPULAR SHOPPING STREET...
TopDong Street
(no idea got what so think about it gals!)

Day 3
Fly to Pusan/ Daegu...
Visit Persimmon Wine Tunnel...
Who wants wine made from persimmon?
Then Dongwahsa Temple...
Sorry i don't think i can help pray on behalf right?
(large buddha statue is 17m high)
Visit DongSeongRo SHOPPING STREET...
(lots of fashion apparels)

Day 4
Yongpyong Dragon Valley ski resort!
(sorry no shopping at all i think)

Day 5
Visit Decksan Spa Castle...
Famous hot spring regions in Korea...
Uses only pure Decksan mineral water...
(again no shopping unless you want water?)

Day 6
Yongin Everland...
Huge theme park that houses...
Zoo...
Botanical gardens...
Amusement park...
Then a entertaining and colorful Korean performance...
(Not sure i can get what also... lol...)

Day 7

Back at Seoul!
Go Korean Traditional Centre make Kimchi...
Kimchi anyone?
Taste Korean Gonseng Milk...
Dress in Korean Traditional Costume: Hanbok...

Go Gonseng Monopoly showroom buy Korean Ginseng...
Ginseng anyone?

Then the Amethyst factory for purple gemstones!
Gals you all want necklace? braclets?
Not cheap even though it says at a bargain...
Then Korean Dong Cong Ha Cho...
Followby Myongdong...
MOST FASHIONABLE SHOPPING STREET in Seoul!
Then Dongdaemun Market for MORE SHOPPING!
Then maybe a World War museum...
Instead of Coffee Prince the shop...
Cause the owner (current a Japanese o.O) chase tourists out...
Then Lotteworld Adventure Park (Big 3)...

Day 8
Finally taking a 6-7hrs flight back home...

* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 6:38 PM .

*Tuesday, January 06, 2009*

Xmas, New Yr updates...

Was really tired about my com...

And the stupid harddisk...

But finally ok now...

Xmas was fun...

After the hilarious fact that Brandon,

although he has a car to get away early...

He can't!

Cause the church carpark is so pack...

Until his car is totally boxed in!

Everyone can only use his car as a resting place!

lol...

After the car can finally get out...

We went to eat...

Stingray...

And huge prawns...

Damn nice the prawns i tell you!

New year was fun too...

We play majong at Daniels house...

His house the position damn good...

We saw the fireworks perfectly!

Everything was so perfect...

Except that my mum finally can't take it...

The fact that i go out all i want...

I don't get it man...

Everybody is enjoying themselves...

But i have to be the only one...

Who have to react like "i dowan to play", "why i can't play"...

Hell if my house is safe to play in...

I would have lots of friends over instead right?

Everytime someone comes over i feel like i brought them to school...

Watever la...

Going to Korea soon!!!

So everyone please tell me what you want before 21/1!

Found this shawl when we were shopping for stuff...

Look exactly like the one Ma Xiao Lin has...

>.<

But i can't have it...

And everyone!

I got a JOB!!!

Dermatology, lvl 3 at NUH!

Jiayou!

*still revising nurse skills like hell...*

* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 11:41 PM .