*Friday, January 30, 2009*
The day 2 hearts broke together...Cedric & i broke up...
Before we were lovers...
Now we are strangers...
What am i suppose to do now?
I love him...
That's true...
He loves me...
That has never change...
But...
What am i suppose to do now?
I am so lost now...
Who can help me?
No...
I shouldn't ask...
That's the point...
For from now on...
I will learn to be better...
I will become who i wanted to be...
I will leave my cage and be free...
That is my goal...
And my quest alone...
But what will he do now?
He is lost too...
Who can help him?
No...
I shouldn't worry...
For no matter how hard it is...
How stress he is...
That time will pass...
Not by him...
But through it...
He will do great things...
And be great...
And perhaps when that day comes for the both of us...
Which has no due date...
We might be together again...
But for now...
Our hearts have broken...
Together...
Shattered all over the floor...
Covered with our tears...
Before we were lovers...
Now we are strangers...
What am i suppose to do now?
I love him...
That's true...
He loves me...
That has never change...
But...
What am i suppose to do now?
I am so lost now...
Who can help me?
No...
I shouldn't ask...
That's the point...
For from now on...
I will learn to be better...
I will become who i wanted to be...
I will leave my cage and be free...
That is my goal...
And my quest alone...
But what will he do now?
He is lost too...
Who can help him?
No...
I shouldn't worry...
For no matter how hard it is...
How stress he is...
That time will pass...
Not by him...
But through it...
He will do great things...
And be great...
And perhaps when that day comes for the both of us...
Which has no due date...
We might be together again...
But for now...
Our hearts have broken...
Together...
Shattered all over the floor...
Covered with our tears...
He did this cause he loves me...
To stop bring me down...
Hurting me...
And let me grow...
So everybody please...
I begging you all...
I wish to respect his decisions...
So i won't contact him...
Not unless he did...
Whenever he's ready...
Or well enough to...
So can you guys and gals help me?
Help me take care of him...
Support him...
Talk to him...
And take a few pics of him now and then?
Cause i won't see him either...
It's the only way i can think of...
That i can grow alone...
And allow him to clear his thoughts...
And do his things without worry...
Please?
Thanks alot everyone...
And now i,
NG KAH WAI,
officially announce that
Mr CEDRIC WEE and I are lovers...
No more...
* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 1:29 AM .

