*Saturday, February 28, 2009*

Hiyashi Chuuka

Went for another cooking class ytd...

Apparently we made cold noodles...

And decorated it...

We got the smile face...

The curly...

The rose...

And after i made it then i realised...

5 dots...

(majong)

lol...

Majong is in my blood man...

lol...

* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 6:15 AM .

*Tuesday, February 24, 2009*

Work has been like damn heavy recently...

Can die lar~

@.@

My workmate actually got a big sunflower at work!

Nice right?

Some more is her friend give one...

>.<

*jealous*

Her biggest sunflower is the size of her head loh!!!

Some more she 30-40+ leh...

Saw a funny name today at work...

Salazar

(the heir of slytherin?)

lol...

Been quite hook to this show...

Sweetness in the Salt

勝雪鹽棧

So gonna chiong show until i sleep...

lol...

* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 4:57 AM .

*Wednesday, February 18, 2009*

Girls night out!

Meet naga to get my comics...
End up she bring me those i read leh...
-.-
But among the things she pass to me i find the pic the best...
=)
So cute~

I love chipmucks!

The gals nite out was super long~

The present i gave naga was...

Not as nice as the others...

But glad she like it...

We went to eat pasta at China Sq Central...

Then drink at Villa Bali...

Follow by pool at Frosty Liquid...

Click to see pics!

I enjoy the nite alot!

And i enjoy learning the cool magic poker tricks...

Need a new deck n practice though...

=)

The whole night listening to songs...
Only this song leaves the strongest impression...
Jolin Tsai- 倒帶
It really said what i felt...

And...

Well, Cedric apparently did came back running...
Not on bended knees but...
He did moved me...
Not because of the couple ring he got me...
But what he said...

Yes i do still feel insecure...

Yes i do know ppl are calling me stupid rite now...

But...

I think i'll give him a chance...

See if he can really keep to his words...

So...

Wish us luck?

p/s: i really praying i did not give a chance to a wrong person...

* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 2:58 PM .

*Tuesday, February 17, 2009*

Clinic fun and Men stress...

Really love the bag Dr Lee is having...

It's made out of can pull tabs!

Very nice one loh...

I really like the Masha...

All the products are from Escama...

>.<

I wan...

But i can't seem to find the price...

And joke of the week...

2 funny names...

1. Mr Yoga (o.o!!!)

2. V.L. Ventura (yes, pet detective lol)

See some interesting stuff in U magazine...

Besides the feng shui and the ghost story...

lol...

Like...

Nail art...

Thinking maybe i go learn...

Then can earn extra money...

Part time job...

$.$

lol...

And the Jewel in the Palace might film part 2...

So ya...

I'll be like watching this one for 5-6 rounds with my mum too...

lol...

Today he like...

ARGH!!!

Can die lar...

What to do...

*headache*

* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 4:41 AM .

*Monday, February 16, 2009*

Idiot talk...

Work today quite slack...

Cause only 1 doctor at am...

Then after that so quite...

lol...

Only unbearable thing is that...

Well...

My damn cough...

And the orientation...

lol...

Donoe why...

My eyes felt like shutting down when sis talk...

lol...

Bad hor?

I really can't help it...

He called me when i reach home downstairs...

What he said made me real piss...

Make think he's stupid...

The real immature one...

And see how selfish he can be...

He wants something but he can't wait...

And expect me to fullfill everything...

Unfortunately i'm not just any other gal...

And definately not like any of your 4 ex-gal friends!

So quit thinking like that!

Perhaps you didn't really love me after all...

You love yourself more...

Cause that's how far you can go for me...

I wonder what will happen if i am your wife...

Perhaps i'll be like...

Sad?

Cause i'll probably be like slaveing for you...

Not like all the rest of the women...

A fortunate women...

With a loving husband...

A great family...

And a warm home...

You can't even suvive now...

I really can't imagine later...

I don't care about your problems...

It has nothing to do with our relationship...

That's what i think...

And it's not like you care when i was shocked...

I picked myself up!

Glue my heart back with UHU glue...

BY MYSELF!!!

Perhaps you should have just concentrated...

On your life...

On your job search...

On your family...

Perhaps when all is solve on your side...

You will know what you really want...

But no matter what was it you break with me...

I don't care anymore...

And i definately not gonna turn back...

So either you PICK UR OWN ASS UP...

Or you eh?

WORK ON IT!!!

Then again...

IT WILL NOT WORK!!!

CAUSE I CAN'T EVEN CRY LEH!!!

DON'T EVEN FEEL SAD LEH!!!

I GROW UP MENTALLY!!!
SO FUCKING HELL GROW TOO!!!

And to think you older than me...

You dump me then stick to it!

You want me, sorry don't think i will want you back...

Definately not now...

* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 4:27 AM .

*Sunday, February 15, 2009*

Shopping, movie and lotz of fun...

Got Naga's birthday gift...

Was like thinking what to get her...

And the next moment poof...

Got it...

lol...

Had a great time watching Slumdog Millionare!

It's so cool!

And eh...

Eww~

lol...

Watch to find out why...

lol...

Definally a 5 star movie...

We went to Esplande after the movie...

The band place is ready so it was like better...

Too bad no wind though...

It is 35 degree c today...

Hot...

lol...

And apparently had fun abusing him...

lol...

Gonna start work again tml...

Nooo~

lol...

Better rest...

Good night everyone...

* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 6:40 AM .

*Saturday, February 14, 2009*

Love is over...

Didn't go PS for one day only then stall ppl changed...

lol...

This pig is so damn cute~

I can imagine wei ling's face leh...

lol...
I really like that whipcream...

lol...

I finally clean finish my room...

And finally ending my "wait"...

I'm really moving on now...

No more hopes...

And chances...

This is it.

=) just gotta be strong~

Gonna go out watch movie with yc again...

Slumdog Millionare...

And get Naga xiao jie her gift...

She better remember to bring me my comics...

Or i'll spread my comic itch on her!

lol...

Shall finish putting all his memo in a box...

And seal it away when i get home...

* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 5:47 PM .

*Friday, February 13, 2009*

Days without him Day 14 & 15...

Hi...
This is Bungee eatting at Fish n Co...
lol...

Ytd at the clinic was damn buzy...

Working only on the paper was hell already...

Lucky no need book appt...

Cause i don't have an id to use the com...

lol...

Should have alot of comics to read one today...

But Naga actually walk over to get mine...

And forgot to bring hers along when she walk over...

-_-!!!

Was having fun on PS one...

Until we had a fight...

I was like...

When you help ppl buy things...

You buy it with the intention that they will ACTUALLY use it...

Not make you go through all the effort buying it...

Til the extend i have to borrow other ppls visa...

So that i will manage to get what both you and i wan loh...

Kao...

How do you feel if you find out your effort is being SOLD?

If it's for profit shouldn't i know?

Then i will not get it cause it's not for your own face loh!

I not eye red about the profit...

I'm mad that my effort was not for the person but their pockets loh...

Fuck lar...

Donoe you will understand anot...

Whatever i also not feel like talking to you...

Ended up i was so pissed i go clean my room until 1am...

Being at work can make your room look so mess up...

lol...

But my room still a long way to clean...

lol...

Today got alot of things to do...

Alone...

But i still wish all those lucky lovebirds...

Yes including the one who dowan to talk to me...

A Happy Valentines Day!

I wish you gals will be happy all the way...

Til the day you gals marry...

lol...

Got to go cont my quest to make my room perfect...

lol...

Bye~

* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 6:32 PM .

*Thursday, February 12, 2009*

Days without him Day 13...

Today i half day lecture also finish leh...

Haiz...

No more slacking or early off...

lol...

Go JP with Naga...

We went shopping here and there...

Eat at Fish n Co...

Food not bad...

Then we go manga browsing...

Bought like 3 "18 year old not viewable" comics...

lol...

Can't see anything one lar...

But the author good at love story...

The guys all hamdsome and damn sweet...

Very good guys some more...

...

Starting to hate this saturday...

My colledge actually going to marry that day loh!

...

Anyway sleep lar...

Tml got work...

* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 5:20 AM .

*Wednesday, February 11, 2009*

Days without him Day 12...

Damn tired man...

Today only see only i tired leh...

Kao i suppose like no need work today loh...

Fuck the lecture ppl...

Then the Sister just let me follow everyone...

The procedure i see until like...

Ya i did learn more than ever...

But also got disgusted by it...

lol...

I go bath until my skin feel relieve from the psycho itch...

lol...

The relationship between all the ppl there are like...

Bad?

Got different gangs one...

Haiz...

So i have decided to be apple "pai" instead...

lol...

Wanted to like load the korea pics to facebook...

But can put tat many so maybe friday la...

lol...

Now just fucking tired...

Think i go watch anime then sleep...

PS also abit lazy to play...

lol...

* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 4:57 AM .

*Tuesday, February 10, 2009*

Days without him Day 11...

Today finally the last day of lecture!

Yeah!!!

No more listening to saliva alot ppl leh...

The Andy fuck one loh...

Talk so long...

Hai wo until 530 then can go find my clinic...

The customer service one also shit one...

She tell me to go take the last lift...

Then ended up i have to walk back to the front...

-_-

No wonder i can't see the clinic at all loh...

Got home play com...

The cheat donoe why won't work leh...

Although the machine can open...

Need help sia...

As for the loser who tagged me...

Donoe who you are but i got ur IP...

219.74.170.189

So whoever you are...

Good luck getting a life.

* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 3:04 AM .

*Monday, February 09, 2009*

Days without him Day 10...

Today boliao go help wei ling draw pig...

lol...

Haven drawn so many pig in one shot before...

lol...

Nurse pig...

Angel pig...

Ballet pig...

Ninja pig...

lol...

This one is really a 1st time design...

Jiang si pig...

lol...

I think i prefer my zombie kid...

Mermaid pig...

lol...

Just for laugh...

And of coz all done by me...

Finally the Valentines day item in PS show up...

Caca and i were like on a shopping spree...

lol...

Wanted to ask YC borrow me his account...

But apparently the answer is no...

lol...

Well at least i tried...

lol...

So i'll have to save to buy myself valentines day gifts...

haiz...

* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 4:26 AM .

*Sunday, February 08, 2009*

Days without him Day 9...

Today had a great day...

Haven felt so good for a long long time...

Went out with Yi Ching...

(no i'm not dating him, not ever!)

Super funny guy...

Almost insane...

lol...

And something juz drives me nutz...

ARGH...

lol...

We went Toa Payoh watch Benjamin Buttons...

It's damn nice...

Touching story...

Even though i know that growing younger is impossible...

The make up is way cool...

And the story line isn't bad either...

Hmm...

The show made me wonder...

It's already hard to see a newborn baby go...

How does it feel...

To see someone you really know...

But in a baby form go?

Is it more difficult?

Or much easier...

Since you know him all his life...

Anyway, i found the vcd stall...

But unfortunately all the vampire kids shows were sold out...

-_-

And some more the ppl say...

The stock is like not producing leh...

If have have if not sorry no more...

I was like...

walao...

I wanted the shows...

>.<

Then we just go to Raffles...

And we had chats...

About each others problems...

Felt better after the chat...

Think i can really really put things down now...

And handle my own situations better...

Thanks for listening and helping me Yi Ching...

Although you drive me insane...

You're a really good guy...

Thank you.

Thank you very much.

* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 6:09 AM .

*Saturday, February 07, 2009*

Days without him Day 8...

Finally saw the gold poo somewhere!

It didn't doink doink though...

lol...

But it shines...

lol...

Can't believe got ppl go put on the tv top...

lol...

Haiz...

The more i visit ppl...

The more pretty their house loh...

-.-

Wish i got an extra account to use...

Then can sell or send everything to my account...

wahahaha...

Today wanted to go watch Benjamin Buttons one...

But i not feeling so good...

Shoulders are sore...

And the throat feels funny...

Think i gonna lost my voice soon...

lol...

Nvm...

Today sick, tml go watch movie!

Yeah...

Maybe gg to Toa pa yoh...

Heard got a shop sell freaking old vampire shows one...

*vampire itch acting up*

lol...

Mean while i'll just enjoy a good rest at home...

* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 2:02 AM .

*Friday, February 06, 2009*

Days without him Day 7...

Decided to see how shit is made in PS...

Surprisingly it's easy...

lol...

But not the golden shit though...

Think i spent 300+ on the "secret shit ingredient"

But she dowan to shit it...

Infact didn't even shit anything else loh!

lol...

I wanted to see the golden shit doink doink one...

lol...

Today whole day talk about cultures...

Those religious types...

Especially what ppl can't eat what thing...

Bit sian for me...

And the rest of the s'poreans...

I sleep the whole thing...

Except breaks and lunch...

lol...

Clean Bungee's cage...

Had fun seeing her run around my room...

Inside the ball of coz...

lol...

Tired...

Think i go sleep...

Nite everyone...

And thanks gals for being concern about me...

Really appreciate it all...

* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 6:24 AM .

*Thursday, February 05, 2009*

Days without him Day 6...

Today is much more entertaining...

Maybe coz last day he teaching so...

We got a demo on how to do a nice bun...

Bascially just plate the hair then twist...

And we got to do communication games...

Like i tell her what to do but...

I can't see how she did and she can't talk to me...

So it turn out to be quite a mess...

lol...

We even role play a little...

Everyone enjoyed my teams play...

Felt quite happy about it...

Then finally we pass this course...

And got our cert and badge...

The sunny side up egg...

After all the lessons...

Took the poor New Zealand guy to IMM...

Yi Ching's gonna be here 2 years alone...

A very funny man...

Too clown to be a pharmartist...

But a good guy non the less...

Help him get his internet from M1...

Umbrella and a shirt...

It was like he walk in on his own did i remember...

He used to go G2000 before to buy his shirt...

Got home leh then keep playing PS with caca...

lol...

We both now mad gals over it...

Tired...

Tml still got lessons...

-.-

caca!!!

Got job there anot?

REAL JOB...

lol...

At least I can finally rest after tml...

But for now before i go sleep...

PS!!!

lol...

* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 4:27 AM .

*Wednesday, February 04, 2009*

Days without him Day 5...

Today was juz like ytd...

BORING!!!

Both Jan And i were like...

*snore*

lol...

But i really hate the cars ytd and today...

Ya you are the drivers but so?

For god sake you all are driving within HOSPITAL AREA?

You all understand what is stop at the zebra crossing anot?

Seriously if ytd and today i didn't think of stopping before i cross...

I'll be in hospital to stay not go listen leh...

Anyway today also bit boring...

Childish also...

See what i mean?

Ask us to use this...

The only thing not boliao is the trust game...

Called Blind walk...

Lucky i leading...

wahahaha...

And tell us to draw what is my big picture to me...

And this is ytd's...

Jan mistaken it like all others for what it is...

Get to go home early so play Pet Society...

I struck toto and i got 500!!!

lol...

And then by the time i finish visits and cleaning ONLY...

I got like 1000+ to get 2 gold Mbox!!!

And ya i'm wearing a funny fish hat here...

Worth 999 if i sell ok?

Then now after i see what in my box...

My kitty look so cute~

Princess Kitty in bed...

Aww...

Probably can get like another 2 box after race...

And more cleaning...

But i need to go Aunt house bai nian so...

p/s: can all of you who never join facebook join and play pet society wif me?

* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 2:25 AM .

*Tuesday, February 03, 2009*

Days without him Day 4...

Late due to traffic...

But lucky they haven start at all!

lol...

Today hack care them go wear jeans...

Much better...

But the thing still fucking sian...

I totally fell asleep...

Except for the projects...

Which at least involve talking...

And poker cards...

lol...

But seriously i rather go "work"...

Get it?

Caca...

Maybe you should help me ask your place need ppl anot...

At least i won't need to listen to crap...

lol...

I rather get scolded for things i donoe...

Than to listen in that winter zone...

lol...

Had a terrible time cooping with him...

Ytd and today...

Coz of the talk and msn...

Feeling really tired...

I nearly can't stay focus on talking to the person beside me...

I mean ya i do love him...

Yes i do miss him...

But...

It's no longer a matter of what i do...

Or didn't do...

It's a matter of what he thinks...

And what is he gonna do about it...

So what if i changed his mind?

If he not ready to face it all...

All is rubbish...

Not saying let him face it all alone but...

Face it with courage together...

By the power of our love?

But i think that's not working...

Is it?

* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 4:15 AM .

*Monday, February 02, 2009*

Days without him Day 3...

Today was damn blur for me...

Cause due to my nervous...

I got a stomachache...

Then i was...

Better take a bus quick...

So without thinking i go take 97e...
Then of coz over shot lar...

End up cross bridge and take 197 to NUH...

I was late by 10 mins!

Lucky the real orientation not at HR...

So i'm safed...

The auditorium was like fucking cold loh!!!

I was...

Knn...

Tell us wear dress some more...

Then poor me suffer a bad leg cramp...

Due to the wind keep blowing on it...

While having M cramps too...

Idiot...

Some more the talk fucking boring...

The person talk fin, ceo talk...

ceo talk fin, 5-6 other dept ppl talk...

Finally i can't tahan i fall aslp!

lol...

Then only good thing i had was like...

Then so call tea breaks...

OUTSIDE the room...

lol...

And smsing rebecca...

Who is sick again...

Poor gal...

Get well soon k?

Then we went for this amazing race of NUH...

And we actually put out a fire tgt...

It was only today i realise how scary and loud the thing is!

lol...

And here is my ID!

Fuck loh...

That day they never tell me i had to bring photo...

Then they go use the lousy pic...

*grumble*

*use the old method he taught*

lol...

Still me wat...

After the thing...

*thank god*

I get dinner myself...

Donoe if because i wear like this...

The chicken rice seller...

(he actually looks like 80% like yee fong loh!!!)

(juz tat bit bigger and more pimple and ah beng)

He was like...

Act abit more...

Gentle?

lol...

I was like laughing to myself inside...

I mean...

It's not the 1st time i see him loh...

Maybe cause i usually not as nice looking as today ba?

lol...

And i finally got myself milk bread to go with my Jeju honey!!!

The left is Tu di gong- Honey...

The rite is black pig- wu wei zhi (tea)...

As for y this honey is good...

Find out when i explain my korea days...

But for now just see caca blog for the stuff i gave her...

http://slllymelon.blogspot.com/

Tml breakfast shall be good...

He msn me...

And confused my mind...

And shaken my heart...

Which i try so hard to put back tgt...

Piece by piece...

With my tears filled hands...

God what should i do?

What does he want?

*really confused*

My heart is once again crying and bleeding...

* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 5:12 AM .

*Sunday, February 01, 2009*

Days without him Day 2...

Started eatting the tonics i got from Korea...

One helps the liver...

The other does wonders for girls...

And people with cold hands and feet...

Like me...

When we 1st heard the price of it we were like...

"dowan la hor? so ex..."

After we hear the syptoms of the people who should eat it...

We were like...

"give us alot of free gift hor..."

lol...

Today is ok...

Talked to wendy...

And after that i was like...

Perhaps i should just close my mind...

Lock all the questions and problems away...

Like all things in life...

Life goes on and time stops for no one...

I'm sure i'll know what to do later...

But now just concentrate on myself...

And perhaps because of that thinking...

When mum ask me this wed nite go aunt hse with ced can anot...

I was like...

Just tell her i break up...

Very calmly...

She seems happy abt it though...

-_-

Well i guess anyone will be happy...

If you hear something like...

"Not say we don't love each other...

But we want to concentrate on our study and career...

And perhaps one day we will get back?"

So...

Amazingly it worked...

And she just leave alone in peace...

The result of my amazing calmness...

Seriously after all the "normal" talking i had with her before this...

I thought i might go like...

"It's your fucking fault i lost my love!

Wat kind of a mum r u?

Making ur child's love run away?

Evil... blah blah blah..."

lol...

Today didn't went maratoning...

Ended up having a "normal" cleaning with mum...

With all the "normal" talking i said...

Over a bag of kimchi...

-_-

lol...

After that just non stop chionging of pet society...

lol...

Now like lvl 19 i think?

Ya apparently never read up again...

lol...

Nvm tml i do that in bus?

Then watch Chingay on tv...

Boliao go wear the glow braclets mum got from the dance that day...

lol...

Miss the atmosphere there...

But it's a nice change to watch the whole show on tv...

Prepared all i need for tml...

Quite nervous now actually...

When i start thinking about it...

Suppose to be orientation but...

Still quite scared...

lol...

k lar...

I better sleep...

nite nite world...

* With Love ; Kitty *
..:: left at 5:32 AM .